




Wow!!!! One year later, and so much has changed. I remember walking around the corner of the elevator, seeing her standing there, and the site of her almost taking my breath away, as a gasped at seeing her for the first time. I remember on that day, the sad, scared, beautiful little girl she was, holding a cracker in both hands.
Silent, while big crocodile tears streamed down her face. Her small world, suddenly changed, after riding 2 hours in a car, for the first time since arriving at the orphanage 14 months earlier.
Today, as I type this, from her room I hear a little girl saying "mommy, mommy" letting me know she's awake. Now, on my lap drinking some sips of my coffee, I think, "Wow God, look what you did".
I won't say it has been an easy year. There have been many highs and lows. Moments of wondering what I could be doing if I didn't have a toddler to take up my time, and moments of being in awe, that God chose me, to be the mother of this beautiful, intelligent little creature.
So, one year later I am brought back to the verse God gave Mark and I as we looked for confirmation, that this was truly His will. Proverbs 13:12 "Hope deferred makes the heart sick, But a longing fulfilled, is the tree of life". Without her, I believe my heart would be sick, wondering what could have been. But with her, life is fuller and the future with her is open to the plan that God has laid out for all of us.